Thursday 15 August 2013

背對

或許終其一生都不會懂得愛,但肯定更懂得漠然與放手。愛常常要人遍體鱗傷,懂得捨棄才能生存,當世界存在太多破碎、人心又藏著各式型態包裝的軟弱之時。我的信仰說的是一個個置之死地而後生的故事,我現在好像多懂一點了。

愛是如曇花的露水,星空下清澈可愛,陽光一照卻一點痕跡也不留地消失了,倒是冷漠的機緣多到令人爐火純青的地步。可我還是想要相信,那些令人流淚的不是愛的真面目,而即使被世界混濁了愛仍是一片可讓人安心躺臥的青草地。就請祢讓我繼續相信吧。

所有的牌都出光了,好的壞的、咆哮的懇求的都說完了,又沒有等待的能耐。愛怎麼會,愈崇高手段卻愈殘暴?累了就先轉身背對,好不好呢?

3 comments:

J said...

"So now the first war with Cordelia begins, in which I flee, and thereby teach her to triumph in pursuing me. I constantly retreat before her , and in this retreat, I teach her through myself to know all the power of love, its unquiet thoughts, its passion, what longing is, and hope, and impatient expectation…She will gain courage to believe in love…She must never suspect that she owes this freedom to me…When she at last feels free, so free that she is almost tempted to break with me, then the second war begins. Now she has power and passion, and the struggle becomes worthwhile to me.

Let her forsake me, the second war is just beginning…The first war was a war of liberation, it was only a game; the second war is a war of conquest, it is for life and death."

Søren Kierkegaard ' Diary of the Seducer, appended to Either/Or' pp. 379-80 as cited in Jean Baudrillard 'Seduction' p.113

有中文,但翻得有點逗趣,而且事實上也是翻自英文,想說就抄個英文版的給妳。看妳這裡怎麼幾乎都沒人給個comment,恕我有感而發回應一下。

Liz Chang said...

沒看過這篇,查了一下,十分喜歡。With the catching end the pleasures of the chase. 唉,愛是什麼。

但我喜歡有自由試煉的愛,有掙扎與追逐。但可怕的是人是否在追逐的過程中忘記要追的究竟是什麼?或者追尋的過程總是更容易讓人感覺彌足珍貴?我實在也說不清楚。

追逐;但是願意向著一個人的背影奔跑需要多大的勇氣啊。

(這裡的第一篇留言!!!怎麼會這麼幼稚的覺得興奮XD)

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